Unfortunately, it hit me over the weekend. I found out today that I tested positive for the H1N1 Virus. I remember thinking this would never happen to me...WRONG! Moms aren't supposed to be sick, right? I tell you...through this experience I have learned a lot about my family. For one, John has no clue! ha Bet you didn't know that, right? ha He has had a lot on his shoulders with me being down and I've appreciated his help more than anything, but it's not the way I do things! Only a woman would understand that statement! I'm embarrassed to death about how my house looks now, but I just don't have the energy to try to pick up. The laundry is piled so high that all I can do is hope that we all have a pair of new underwear for the morning! It's hard to just let go. But, I think the hardest part is not being able to love all over Breydon. I pray that he doesn't get this. He keeps checking on me and asking me, "When will you be back, Mom? I just love you." It's breaking my heart that I can't give him a million kisses like I do each day. I just keep telling him that I promise I'll make it up to him as soon as I'm better. I'm very blessed to have two people in my home that love me so much.
